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This is what beauty looks like

Nothing like what this countertop has seen in the past.

Agosto...

Elle y su Mamí

Elle

1.5 años

My baby girl

Mi angelita!

The best christmas present Ever!

Bienvenido mi chiquitita!

Ellena Giselle born, 12-20-12
6lbs. 3oz.

Wow

It really makes me laugh when I see women who are almost 40, try and look as young as the girls their daughters go to high school with. That's just really sad.

On a brighter note, I finally got most everything ready for my little thing.. !!

D.E.P a Jenny...

It's been a sad day on my birthday today, and wasn't celebrated very joyously.

You used to say that you were cursed, that 'dolor' followed you no matter what, so shelving your name, Dolores. I thought you were dramatic but it was like you knew you would meet your fate sooner than anyone else could anticipate.
Not only did the entertainment world lose a very talented woman, but I had to also say goodbye to a wonderful friend, mother and performer from more than 12 years of knowing, you had so much to live for and so many more things to do, you left us all so unexpectedly. Rest In Peace Jenny Rivera.

So ready to have this baby!

Like yesterday!

My baby's bassinet :-()

An emotional roller coaster .

Every year we celebrate our birthdays and those of our loved ones, but we never think that someday they will come to an end.

I couldn't imagine living do far away from my parents that I couldn't get on a plane and go see them. As this pregnancy has really made me very emotional I am realizing that I probably am celebrating one of the last birthdays I will have with my dad. I love my dad and even when I'm rite or wrong he still stands by me. He's truly defined me as a person. Not the bad part of me or the spiteful vindictive part of me , but the good part. The part where I've given the shirt off my back and the shoes off my feet to people less fortunate. The part about truly caring for others that makes the good in me. To be a better friend, wife and mother. To swallow my pride and live and let live. That's not to say I didn't get my bad side from him because I did, but it's not what defines me and isn't what I am proud of. I'm proud of him balancing me as a person. Happy birthday daddy.

My two Barbie faces for Halloween

Next year will be snow white with her little apple! :-)

Mi inspiración for Halloween!

Pregnant Barbie!

I've noticed that

Some women actually do Carry in just Thier bellies and have "the glow". I'm not one. I'm extremely anemic and I can't tell where exactly I'm pregnant , in my tummy or in my azz.

.. And I'm going to get bigger :-/

The Last 2 months Just never end..

SPD?

Not what I wanted this early on. It hurts, real bad.

Maternity pics

My baby @ 30 weeks!

Outties..

Outtie belly buttons during pregnancy make me want to hurl. They gross me out something horrible. Good thing I've never had one.

Getting ready for the maternity pics!!

Risks as a carrier of factor VIII?

So, I just found out that there are risks to mother and more so to baby with this disorder. Factor VIII type 1 Von Willebrand carriers are at risk also, and because of the generation being 3rd, all my children have a 50/50 chance of having it. Even more so it is a nightmare because most doctors dont know that much about it. My doctor being one of them. I hate this disorder and it is so nerve racking to me especially since I have to have a c- section. I suppose all i can do is pray after last night in the ER That every thing turns out okay. Stressful being in preterm labor at 29 weeks that's for sure.

Stressed...

Last night I actually cried. More than the hormones it happened when my mother and brother wouldn't stop this decade old fued. This is just ridiculous that I've figuratively lost my brother just because, because. If those magic wands existed that could fix everything existed, this would be a time I would be using it. At least for us. I'm not them and I wish he would understand that. I guess I have to just stop stressing over things I can't fix. Not good for me, not good for baby.

This sux..

I can't believe these cravings, I went to the puyallup fair 6 times just to get those hotdogs... Oh Gosh they were good. My little ones must think I'm nuts , but the cravings have hit yet again. This sucks

Why?

Why must people insist on pissing me off. I'm suppose to be sharing my baby blog, not anything more than that. I don't want to give time to talk about people who are not worth the time to talk about. Giving people the only thing that they want , attention. Not my idea of a baby blog. But, I will say this, I dare any one to challenge me about my birth certificate and the validity of my name, just because I may have had another name in the past means you know nothing of my past and have not been apart of my past in the past which means you won't know anything on the future. I'll go to my grave with my secrets because there are just something's some people don't have a right or privilege to know. Just make sure that who ever chooses to make the statement that my name isn't my real name is prepared for the cold dark reality that what they're saying is 100 percent defamatory and there will be ratifications for those that have chosen to make those statements, and I already have the facts and evidence in my hands of those who have been saying this. When will people learn ?!?

Mmmm pizza!

after work @ California pizza kitchen, Tukwila

Discussions over dinner

I'm somewhat amused to see how this new mini series, The Men That Built America will turn out. The even more amusing part is if it wasn't for my grandfather supplying Rockefeller and them Vanderbilts the material too build from the mines, them old dudes would be nobody's. That's 100% for sure.
Interesting little Austrian engineer he was..

A Book

I'm almost finished with my book, patent and copyright. Hopefully it will be on shelves by the time this little baby is born.

It's covering the issues I've had with my stalker and yes, I am publishing her real name, copies of police reports and court orders, statements from others with personal insight and knowledge. Consider this a Christmas present!

Aaaaiiii tan cierto

Bugaboo Cameleon vs. European Prams

So I'm beginning to see that all the celebrities now are going after the bugaboo's. I'm not sold on them.

1. They have very small wheels in the front which are not made for terrain, do that leaves jogging out. Although the DVD that comes with the stroller makes a good convincing impression that is excellent for jogging and moms on the go it's complete BS. That is why I gave mine away. It's fine for city strolling but it's just not practical, I don't recommend them for moms who want to actually USE this anywhere but in a mall or on Melrose.

However, a standard European Pram although a bit more pricy are a better option. The chassis is 90% stronger than that of the bugaboos because of the type of material, second although the front wheels ate fixed they are larger and can sustain the jogging walking as long as you can master the turning techniques involved. I recommend these over the over rated Bugaboo any day. I have one and I love mine and don't have to mess with the headache of putting my pram together like the stupid bugaboos.

For those that can't tell the difference, the bugaboo comes with very small wheels in the front vs the pram with larger fixed wheels.

Eat shit

When bad stretch marks happen .. To someone else

I'm a fat ass again! Yep it's official I can't really tell where I'm pregnant, my panza or my ass. But on the bestest bright side ever, I am on child # 4 and I have 2 tiny little bitty itty stretch marks and thazz it! From what I've heard about some people, they get them real real bad even after they get their pre momma bodies back , the tracks are still there. I'm just lucky I guess! see!?!

I finally have my shakira hair

It's been a long long process.

I think

It would be funny to go as a knocked up chola for Halloween ! Just a thought..